A broken and contrite heart

you do not take pleasure in burnt offerings.
17 My sacrifice, O God, is[b] a broken spirit;
    a broken and contrite heart
    you, God, will not despise. Psalm 51:17

I think I have met the condition of a broken and contrite heart.

And now I wait on the Lord, in trust, and faith and humility.

No I don't believe the Lord took Faye home for the sake of changing my heart. He could do that in any number of ways.

But I have changed. I certainly have had my heart broken and I am in a place, right now, where I can only depend on the Lord and know He is good, He is sovereign and He is at work in my life.

Pressing on.