Tuesday, September 18, 2018

The observer's chair

It's interesting to look at this journey of grief and healing from the outside looking in. I never know what emotions I might experience on a given day.

Today I'm beating myself up for how my life has been drifting. I firmly believe God has good things in store for me but today I'm down on myself for letting myself gain weight, for my lack of focus, my continuing low level of productive activity and for letting my business slip.

I'm tempted to say I suck. I'm not there and I'm doing that but I do feel unhappy with myself for where my life is at today.

But I will press on.

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