Even as my recovery is proceeding as it should this volatile journey I'm on has hit another low point. This time it was prompted by a business disappointment.
It's pretty much the time of disappointment that happens all the time in business but my ability to take in stride has definitely been severely hurt by grief and Faye's absence. In all honesty she wasn't always the best and giving me healthy feedback when I experienced a setback. But she was here. And she loved me and I could hug her when that was necessary. So I don't have the resources I once had.
The disappointment is also aggravated by the fact I'm upset with and lashing myself.
So count reduced reliance as one more aspect of grief.
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