I've begun to feel a strange restlessness, or a sense of being unsettled or even slightly uncomfortable with my world as it stands right now. The world doesn't seem quite right to me. And this isn't all about the loss of Faye or grief.
Rather than being a grief symptom this restlessness is more like the way a wound starts itching as it heals. The reality is that I will have more ups and downs and low points as time moves on but I think this strange new feeling is about healing and recovery, not about grief directly.
I'm getting ready to embrace something new, but what? I for sure don't know right now but I'm being prepared.
Pressing on to my high call.
Wonderfully written, Tim.
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