Would I give anything

For the longest time I would regularly say to myself, or God, I would give anything to have Faye back.
But would I?
For sure I miss her smile, and her enthusiasm, and her energy. I miss driving with her and holding her and chatting with her.
I miss her ability to keep me organized and keep the house neat.
If I could go back to January 16 and prevent it from ever happening I would.
But would I give anything?
Faye has run her race and she's heard the Master say "well done." I know this. She is enjoying all the beauty and glory of Heaven. I know this. And she died without pain.
So would I want to come back for a rerun. No. I couldn't be that selfish. So we will meet again.